Posts Tagged ‘ANIMOSITY’

FOR I AM FORGIVEN

Why do i take my anger and hide in in my heart,

For me to manifest it and it to rot my soul.

Pushing out all i had for you now i take my life in your hands.

For i am forgiven.

Falling down i cry to you in my hour of darkness.

Take my life in your hands for i am nothing without you.

Tear the walls down i know that you will in these days

I look away from the light that set forth my freedom.

My heart burns from you to take it all.

I HELP ONTO EVERYONE

Wonderful.

Gossip wonders from your mouth to kiss the ground.

Did i ask to see you did i ask to follow your words.

Its all you want to know.

You let this come between us and your actions break us.

I held onto everyone of your words just to be cut down.

This wonderful hatred finds its way to me

And in your tone i can hear all the lies.

This wonderful hatred towards your words

Are like the embers that burn.

It dosent make a difference you want it all.

They turn to ashes and pass us by like the days we never had

FOR MORE SHOTS TO THE GUT

We built this life

We love this ride

Leave a stranger’s house

Drive through the day

South-bound 95

More broke than we came

Four more shots to the gut

Let it burn

Until we see the sun

Let it burn

[Chorus]

Any given night

Crossing another state line

We know we can never die [x2]

Rolling too deep

(But) living, never gonna die

Riding to another town

We’re showing up for another round

[Chorus x4]

IN DREAMS

I’m screaming outx2 But you dont hear what I say.

I’m grounded nowx2 In dreams I wish to fly away.

I scream with my anger my lungs gasp for oxygen.

When this comes I wont wake up.

I can sleep through lies and infidelity.

I will give all I can.

I will give all I have but I fear it’s not enough.

I’m screaming out but you dont hear what I say.

I’m grounded now in my dreams I wish to fly away

FAKE BLOOD

Your temporal passion

With your plastic reaction

Make me reconsider

My feelings for you

A heart made of gold

But obviously cold

It’s all been sold

And there are more than just a few

So excited to see me

But I know the truth

Your phony behavior

Has no use

Materials are what your made of

It flows in your fake blood

As your Styrofoam heart

Pumps greed through your veins

Real people live in pain

Buried in the remains

Of a society with built on fame

I know it will never be the same

Fake blood!!!!

It is so fucking fake

If only you could take

A look at who your are

From a new point of view

I am not deceived

The beauty I believed

Was within a kind heart

Has no place in you.

DID YOU FORGET SOMETHING?

Looking back, no regrets, just lies.

Only pain in descriptions of despite.

This will never be, you will never listen.

Emotions break like glass when memories brush back.

This will never be, breaking from this cycle, falls from the

outside.

I can’t sleep with your dreams.

I can sleep with my dreams.

Looking back, no regrets, just lies.

Only pain in descriptions of despite.

While you’re awake with nightmares of haunting.

Did you forget something?

You forgot to say “goodbye”.

This will never be, you will never listen.

Emotions break like glass when memories brush back.

This will never be, breaking from this cycle, falls from the

outside.

24 MORE

Preasures of a hundred pounds

Crashing down in my life

Technicalities, realized fallacies

Fuel the fire of my strife

How do I know which path I’ll walk?

Mental freedom, it’s all talk

So many possibilites

Yet my life has been foreseen

How many fucking years?

Until I’m a real human being

Because every fucking movement

Is just a petty routine

Out of my reach

Out of my hands

I wake up everyday

Just to fill your demands

24 more just waiting for the next

Looking foreward to something

Wasted, just like all the rest

Whose life do I live?

I want it back!

I’m taking it back

THIEVES

Stripped down, emptied, left with nothing

What the fuck did we work for?

To be taken. castrated.

I would give anything just to know your name

So i can have my part in your fall

I really just want to take back what’s mine

But what goes will come around to you.

As i walk into an empty room

Struck by an instant heart beat

I feel the impending sense of doom

Weigh down upon me

I need a name along with a face

To displace the outrage

When nobody knows a goddamn thing

It’s time to realize we’re fucked

It’s hard when there’s no solution and we try to face the world with broken limbs

If and when you’re found then you’ll be the one

Then you will be the one to be left without a single fucking thing

I’m falling to the ground

And i’m feeling sick

But really we are the ones who have been taken for our everything

A berren sentiment of hopelessness attacks me

Caving in my brain amazed it happened to me

And the stress that follows is the part that really is tearing a hole inside of me.

I try to look ahead for some sort of resolve, but while they are still breathing then the problem can never be solved.

Defenseless, helpless can’t stop thinking about taking my vengeances

Can’t believe that we were the ones dealt this. numb to the world, feeling senseless.

I guess i just accept the beating and try to forget this, and it’s not my fault but i still regret it.

It’s not about pity and aggression

Numb to the world and feeling senseless

When you break your fucking back for some asshole to walk off with your life

It is har to see the fucking point. i try to be productive but

I can’t escape the animosity

Consumed with daydreams of cranial departure. i want to smash your fucking face

So this is to whoever you are, i hope that it was worth it

So this is to whoever you are, i’ll sleep with one eye open for you

This is to whoever you are… fuck you.

YOU DONT KNOW JUST

So you think that you are better,

Better than this better than all. broken.

You dont know just how i feel.

You dont know just what is real.

So why did you say those things to try and hurt me.

Did you think that you were better than this better than all.